Apathetic Nocturnal

A Fine Arts student inhabited with a milieu of infinite precariousness as an extremist of art. I find beauty in horror and sadness.

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Detox to Retox theme by Marg

When you feel you have lost everything, you still have

  • books
  • unexpected kindness in strangers
  • the rest of the world to travel
  • languages to learn
  • animals to take care of
  • volunteer work to do
  • the power of a good night’s rest
  • the changing of seasons
  • infinite things to learn
  • billions of people to meet and possibly love
  • billions of people who might love you back

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Opaque Matte Lipstick - $6.99

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all my tears for saving mr. banks

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okay so today I was at the mall and this girl walking in front of me and tripped and fell and instead of helping her up like a normal person would- I decided to make her feel less embarrassed and fall down too

but I guess another guy had the same idea because we fell at the same time

and then another person fell

and another

and suddenly I was lying in the middle of an impromptu fainting mob and a lot of people were shouting

and the girl who’d originally fallen looked so fucking happy


The rain outside gets me in the mood of writing something about my feelings right now. There is something about rainy nights that makes you want to tell the world—secrets, promises, stories.

Love sure comes in mysterious ways. Ways that unexpectedly turns you into this whole new being. A being that is no longer afraid to take a leap of faith, is no longer afraid of the future, is no longer capable of hurting. And it doesn’t always show up on your news feed. As deeper as it goes, the world will eventually know and realize for themselves.

I love the feeling I am feeling upon writing this. 
I love hearing the rain most especially. 

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Tegan and Sara win Group of the Year at the 2014 Juno Awards.

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The first time love left, all the sterling silverware in the house tarnished

in a split second and I stayed in bed for two weeks straight.

The landlord eventually stopped calling to collect the overdue rent

and started calling to ask if I was alive instead.

But love’s…

How much I miss this view. Good morning! 🌄 #morning (at Kabang River)

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Day 60: Yellow
#365daysphotochallenge #x

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Day 57: Night
#365daysphotochallenge #Lush2014 #x (at BASIC)